As mentioned some weeks ago, i start to enjoy my love when i was a teenager : studying Computer science.
I love create things, although it is only small one.
But day after day, line after lines of coding. Everything will improve.
Enjoy studying now, and can make me stop think about the future. Maybe a good one, may be not so good. Lol. Whatever. No matter how it will be, at least i can code, can create things with my knowledge. With me, that is great one.
About family, actually i only love and respect my mother. She sacrificed a lot of for me, for family. She condescended everything for family, and when she get married, she keeps helping people.
But a few of them remember that. Don’t get me wrong mates. Mom does not expect for their return, so am i.
The point is at least they should remember that when they just toddles on their ways, who did condescended everything for them? who did help them that much?
Now not only do not help me, but try to look down me and mom???
What wrong with ur moral, dumbs. This is not all the story.
1st u see i am just a little harmless boy, so they look down on me.
2nd they recognized that omg that teenage is fucking smarter than a guys with Master degree. Fk your master degree dumbs. You do not learn anything useful at all. You just try to study in ur stupid ways to PASS the COURSES, to TAKE the nonsense PAPERS, ya I MEAN TO SAY IT, ITS you asshole.
How about me? I learn not only from the school, also from the street and books.
You call me a gangster? Yea, i am a talented gangster, one with self education most the time.
Back to the time that u guys recognize my talented. You are afraid that one day a become successful and react shitty way as YOU ARE NOW. So you try to entice me, to stay far away from my family, to stop studying at university, everything u want IS try to beat me down like a stupid pig.
Lol, haha. Unfortunately, i am much smarter than that, you can not use the way that work with normal fuking stupid mater in vn to me. It’s not work.
I have overcame a bunch of challenge which fking harder and tricky than that before.
My life is permeated with sweat, tears and blood literally.
Again, try to charm me to involve ganz busi. Not enough. I’ve also known that. Just a small trick and i solve it.
You guys do not give up yet, after a quite (about 2 years hah?) i did not answer any of call from you, right? Also can not find where i am right? :))
You guys come back and try to mess with me when i finally reached my first step in my goal, i got a scholar ship in IT major of University in Europe. Angry as hell, hah :))
You are not given up yet, i know. But why dont u understand at least that those tricky u try to do is not working on me. I do not need you, your money, your power, although ur group have a lot of them but fuck u dumps. What u have can not be earned a gram of respect from me. You got them by corruption and asshole attitude. Keep it and use it, it is best way for you. Want to earn respect from me, never u dumbs.
Keep trying in hopeless ways, u dumb.
I am strongly going hard to reach my goal.
Just small goal, a boy without money to study English at night. Now he got scholar ship to study in Europe. And be hardworking in order one day, he can get employed for a job. His 2nd step.